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this is what long covid feels like [CW: illness, body horror illustration]

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2024_12_13 “Pain is not the same as suffering”

2024_12_12 I feel anger towards most people…

2024_12_10 I want to believe everything would be better if my pain went away.

2024_12_9 It’s not entirely exaggerating to say this bath saved me

I was walked in on taking a bath.He was more embarrassed than me.

Symptom: Anger

2024_11_9 My heart feels too big for my body

Freedom from Safety

Treatment: Meditation Retreat (Zen Sesshin)

2024_10_19 Why won’t throat calm down?!

2024_10_18 Sudden Nausea

Symptom: Mental Post-Exertional Malaise

2024_9_20 Meditation Retreat? It’s a trapezius trap

2024-9-21 Treatment: Meditation Retreat (Zen Sesshin)

Treatment: Zen Practice

Treatment: Microdosing

Symptom: Shame

2024_9_19 Even when I sleep all day, the aches. the sores.

2024_9_17 SPLITTING headache

2024_9_3 Acupuncture 10?

2024_9_1 I did barely anything yesterday & today, yet I feel my body cracking

2024_8_31 so disconnected from human societies. a ghost of who i was.

2024_8_26 Mpox Scare

2024_8_27 Very Unshakeable Head & Back Aches

2024_8_26 Worsening Depression

Friends and Lovers: Rita, from the UK

Symptom: Monthly Overheat Complaining Art

2024_8_12 Road Trip: Leg 2 of 2, Trip 2 of 2

Friends & Lovers: ambly

2024_8_12 Road Trip: Leg 1 of 2, Trip 2 of 2

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